I hate myself, too. Two of the most important people in my life just drifted away and all I did was watch them leave. There’s no point in trying to start a conversation with either, it’s just beating a dead horse. I wish I could change all the stupid shit I’ve done in my life I’ve singlehandedly destroyed any chance I ever had to be happy because of the stupid shit I’ve done. All I have done in my life is make it worse and worse for me and I’m fucking sick of it
